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My Xmas Stocking

Dec. 13th, 2006 | 04:12 pm

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i hate hoildays

Dec. 12th, 2006 | 01:42 pm

Yay!..I quit long horn!..Fuck christmas hoildays..People are so fucking cheap..You go out to a resturant to spend money,why in the hell do you feel the need to run up a 250.00 bill and leave 2.00 tip? WTF?!...So I quit..la de fukin da..BTW the christmas pictures look great, hope everyone had a good time..

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Little E update :)

Nov. 17th, 2006 | 02:48 pm

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Nov. 5th, 2006 | 10:21 pm

Halloween Party..I had a blast seeing you guys!!..*hugs..I will be around for christmas...After leaving the party..Me and my boy get pulled over for speeding..yay!..He didnt drink at all the whole night, he was my dd..
c-do you know how fast you were going?
r-nope, why dont you tell me?
Oh gees im drunk as shit and you wanna get smart with the cop..we are fucked..great..
c-sir you were going 65 in a 45..could you please step out of the door..
r-what for?
c-i smell beer and pot..
So as this is going on i hear them talking...rob tells him that he hasnt drank anything, he was my DD for the night we were going home from a party..
c-i need you to do some test for me cause i think you have been drinking
r-alright man if you want...
c-are you sure there you didnt drink
c-take a little sip
c-was there pot at this party?
r-um no...
c-alright then, well you folks have a good night..
wtf??? alright so that was great a quick sober moment...

Thursday..Nov 2
To the fucking stupid bitch who cant drive and hits the ass end of the car I am in with my son no less, thanks for the hospital trip...yay for "GMC"

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Oct. 24th, 2006 | 10:44 pm

Okay weird entry for the day...
I woke up this morning with a odd feeling in my heart..I shruged it off with the cries of little men..Lunch time!!..Around 3pm few moments after I get a call from my father to let me know my "blood grandgfather" had passed..When the phone rang..with my father on the other end I knew something was up the odd feeling in my heart went straight to my stomach with "Hey whatcha doing"..My father informed me that my grandfather had passed with in a few moments of his phone call..So I guess when I'm trying to get out of my system is I dont know if I should cry or shrug off this odd feeling of my grandfather being gone..The history of my grandfather, my dad was 8 when my grandfather went to another woman, leaving my grandmother with 5 boys..2 of my uncles were grown up enough to care for themselves *army* leaving my father to help take care of the other 2 with him self and my grandmother..Im guessing my grandfather had some life witheach one of them in some shape or form. I dont recall him apart of my life very much, his choice in life was with that other women who didnt want him to have any part of his "other family"..I do recall seeing him a few times growing up, but nothing to keep in my heart to remember..At christmas all the grandchildern got a card with money, but that doesnt cover up seeing us..So fast foward, the other women died the day Ethan was due, so I took my 9 month butt over to see him,havent seen him almost 10 years..he spoke a few words..that moment in time I spoke about a few moments ago that I will save in my heart.."MY GRANDDAUGHTER IS HAVING MY GREATGRAND SON" I cant remember anything else about him but those few words that you could tell in his voice that he was proud to speak though his tears of pain..I took Ethan to see him for fathers day, he enjoyed seeing him got some great pictures of him with Ethan..I know I should have heartache, pain, suffer..But I havent figured out how to cry for someone who I dont know, that odd feeling that his blood runs through me, keeps me hurting in a way, that my son looks like him..When Ethan was born he didnt look anything like me nor his father, he looked like my granddad..Maybe Im saving my tears for the day we bury him

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Dr.Ruth dont got shit on me

Oct. 17th, 2006 | 12:55 am

Hands on sexual therapist
'What will your sex business card say?'

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Oct. 12th, 2006 | 11:27 pm

Have you ever picked the right path for the wrong reasons
Have you ever picked the wrong path for the right reasons
Ever wondered what could have been should have been WAS
Why do people always say things happen for reason reasons happen
love life live life be life what the hell is that about
Ever wanted to walk in someone else shoes for one day so you didnt have to face your day for once
Could you fix something that was broken once to have it fixed to break again
Ever felt distance to be so close
Ever seen colors but, really see nothing but darkness
Ever done the shoulda coulda woulda's
People who say your heart will mend, have they ever had their heart broke
Is truth the best thing

Walkin on the gravel road, can't seem to escape the sun
Spoke about all the ills and wrongs I've done
And underneath these dusty feet I've found the will to wander, roam-
I've walked this earth and clay and dirt.. and I can't find my way home..

I can't find the words to say
I can't find the will to pray
I can't find the pills to take
I can't find my heart.. to break

Walkin on the blacktop road, can't seem to find my soul
Speakin bout the will to be, and how to dig a deeper hole
And underneath these dusty feet I've found the will to wander, roam
I've walked this earth and clay and dirt, and I can't find my way home.

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Sep. 12th, 2006 | 08:01 am

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I <3 Geek

Sep. 2nd, 2006 | 09:14 pm

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Some Geekness For The Soul

Aug. 26th, 2006 | 02:38 am

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