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* ETHANS FIRST BIRTHDAY *

May. 22nd, 2007 | 09:53 pm



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Happy birthday ethan.

Apr. 27th, 2007 | 11:53 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHAN..
I LOVE YOU!...
I cant beleive that you are a year old today..You are my moon,stars, my light..

"Before I Was A Mom"

Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals.
I had unstained clothing.
I had quiet conversations on the phone.

Before I was a Mom I slept as late as I wanted.
And never worried about how late I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies.

Before I was a Mom I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers.
Before I was a Mom I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts, my body and all my feelings.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was OK.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache or the satisfaction of being a Mom.

I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much......
......before I was a Mom.

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Everyone is doing it...

Apr. 25th, 2007 | 08:35 pm

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ATTN HOLLY....

Feb. 23rd, 2007 | 03:02 pm

You have been giving the most wonderful gift.."life"..cherish the little things dont sweat the big stuff..always remember he or she is the most important person in your life, put no others before your child..love them like it was the last moment in time always remember to read them stories and sing to them they will remember..always tell them you love them even if you just told them five seconds ago..*hugs* everything will be okay even when you think it wont be..im always a phone call away doesnt matter if its 3am..been there done that :)..hugs to both of you..also tell ryan im thinking of him while he is trying to quit smoking..!...

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birthday

Feb. 5th, 2007 | 01:49 pm

Another year old woo...

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Sex on Lyrics

Jan. 24th, 2007 | 11:30 pm

Everything is beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful...

Everything is beautiful
Let the music carry you

Maybe I will follow you forever
No where else I'd rather be

When you're lying next to me
Let the music carry us, together

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Being Stupid Should Be Painful

Jan. 21st, 2007 | 11:14 pm

Period, I swear to god..People who are freaking stupid should be shot do the world a favor..

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St Patty's Day

Jan. 17th, 2007 | 04:49 pm

*happy dance*
Im going to Savannah for St.Patty's Day...I plan on drinking till I cant find my hotel :)

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Weee My Birthday Gift To Myself :)

Jan. 8th, 2007 | 09:45 pm



On the back of my neck...

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Dec. 22nd, 2006 | 10:28 pm

He loves me He loves LiL E...Ahh Im inlove...period..

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